Blue?

Today’s run: 10K+

Today I was supposed to be able to tell you that I ran 50 miles.  Today was supposed to be my 50 Mile Ultra Marathon.  Supposed.

On Christmas Day, I messed up my left leg doing a 24 mile training run.  It hurt but I told myself to push on because I was training for that Ultra.  Push on I did.  For another 150 miles, I pushed on.  I pushed until I could push no further.

I went to the Orthopedic Doctor.

“Stress fracture.”  He said.

“Boo.”  I said.

“Crutches.”  He said.

“Rats.”  I said.

I got off my crutches last week.  Well, I kinda got off my crutches last week.  I took myself off my crutches and resumed running.

It feels so good to be running again.  To be running pain free, I might add!  No more pre-run Advil.  No more post-run Advil.  Advil was my BFF.

I cried a little bit this morning.  My Ultra running buddy is still out there, as I write, running.  I should be there running with him.  I missed my race.  Never, ever have I missed a race.

BUT~I was able to run further than a 10K this morning!  That is remarkable!  One week ago today, I tried out the leg, for the first time, with a 1.50 mile test run.  To see how the leg would re-act.  It was fine with the idea of running again!  So, run I have, until this morning I was able to cover a respectable distance.  The distance is nothing compared to the miles I had been covering before the injury, but I’ll take it!

Yes, this morning I had a little pity party for myself.  I can still tear up pretty easily if I dwell on it, so I do not allow myself to dwell on it~instead I chose to think about the ability I had this morning to cover some lovely back roads in Starkville, Mississippi with MFH (My Favorite Husband) and the other people in my running group.  I chose to remember the smiles and the “Welcome back’s” I received from my running friends.

I could chose to be really, really blue but I am not.  I chose to focus on the positives.  And besides, who likes to cry?  It messes up my make up and gives me a headache.  My eyes get all puffy…..Nope.  Positive thoughts only allowed in the Howard household today!

Enjoy the blessings in your life today!    🙂